I'm tired. I'm tired of the farm, I'm tired of the rain, I am tired of struggling to get fields cut for hay, I'm tired of trying to find hay, and I'm tired of the good ole' boys. I hate their condescening tone because I am a woman. I have hung up on 2 of them in the past week. I needed an estimate to have my pasture fence fixed and the man was acting like he had the job and was telling me how busy he is and it would be 2 months blaah blaah blaah. All I wanted was an estimate! Next was a guy I wanted to buy some hay from because the sheep are in the barn lot and have no grass. He too, was busy. He started that good ole' boy BS and I hung up on him. If I had wanted it today I would have called yesterday or last week. I know people are busy. So, I guess the sheep will starve. I could put them in the backyard, but knowing them they would leave the grass and eat the flowers and tomatoes. I may just do it though in the evening amd put them back in the barn lot in the day. That is just one more chore for me to do before I leave for work. Imagine how that would torque the corgis seeing sheep in their backyard and they can't get to them.

I am just tired and discouraged. We flooded twice on Saturday. Once in the morning and once again in the night. Please God lighten up with this rain. Send somewhere where it is really needed.